Fashionistas I need to explain my lack of blogging this month.
It's not that I've been too busy or I've had a lack of inspiration, it's that I've been having a ton of friend drama.
Usually it blows over within a couple of hours, but this time I think it's different.
I am known to my friends as the 'dramatic, over-the-top girl'.
I'm very dramatic with my choice of words when I speak, I make everything over-the-top.
If I do badly on one test suddenly "I'll never make it into college, then I'll live in a roach infested one bedroom apartment, and then my only friends will be the roaches!"
I just can't help myself!
My dramatic ways tend to heat up the smallest arguments with my friends.
Not only do I blow things out of proportion, but I'm also known to bring up the things that my friends and I have argued over in the past. My biggest problem is that I don't filter what I say and if I'm upset I typically say things that I know will upset my friends. I am able to forgive but I'm never able to forget. So every argument always ends up with me bringing up the past.
Now I know this is making me sound like a horrible person but, I needed to get this out of my system. I'm in a fight with one of my best friends right now. We've been through so much together and I don't want to lose him. He won't text me back even though I've tried to apologize four times now. I am miserable. I don't want to lose one of my best friends over a snarky comment. I'm secretly hoping he'll read this and realize how much I miss him.
It's been almost 2 days without him in my life and I hate it so much. He's usually the first person I text in the morning and the last I text at night. We fight like an old married couple (or so I'm told by my other 2 best friends) we always make up. I'm just worried that this time could be different.
I may fight with my friends a lot, I may not be the nicest person when we're in a fight, but at the end of the day I love them so much. I wish he'd talk to me again. Every time my phone vibrates I hope it's him texting me that he forgives me. It's not though. My other best friends said to wait it out. Sadly, patience is not something that I was blessed with!
So if you're reading this, I really miss you and I'm so sorry.
Thanks my following fashionistas, I just needed to get this off my chest.
I hope you guys don't think I'm crazy now.
I'll be back to regular posting soon.
Love you all!
XXOO
Savannah
♥
PS: I'm also aware that this is just typical teen drama. I just needed to vent. Thanks for always being here for me(:











