Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I Need to Get This Off of My Chest.


Fashionistas I need to explain my lack of blogging this month.
It's not that I've been too busy or I've had a lack of inspiration, it's that I've been having a ton of friend drama.
Usually it blows over within a couple of hours, but this time I think it's different.

I am known to my friends as the 'dramatic, over-the-top girl'.
I'm very dramatic with my choice of words when I speak, I make everything over-the-top.
If I do badly on one test suddenly "I'll never make it into college, then I'll live in a roach infested one bedroom apartment, and then my only friends will be the roaches!"
I just can't help myself!

My dramatic ways tend to heat up the smallest arguments with my friends.
Not only do I blow things out of proportion, but I'm also known to bring up the things that my friends and I have argued over in the past. My biggest problem is that I don't filter what I say and if I'm upset I typically say things that I know will upset my friends. I am able to forgive but I'm never able to forget. So every argument always ends up with me bringing up the past.

Now I know this is making me sound like a horrible person but, I needed to get this out of my system. I'm in a fight with one of my best friends right now. We've been through so much together and I don't want to lose him. He won't text me back even though I've tried to apologize four times now. I am miserable. I don't want to lose one of my best friends over a snarky comment. I'm secretly hoping he'll read this and realize how much I miss him.
It's been almost 2 days without him in my life and I hate it so much. He's usually the first person I text in the morning and the last I text at night. We fight like an old married couple (or so I'm told by my other 2 best friends) we always make up. I'm just worried that this time could be different.

I may fight with my friends a lot, I may not be the nicest person when we're in a fight, but at the end of the day I love them so much. I wish he'd talk to me again. Every time my phone vibrates I hope it's him texting me that he forgives me. It's not though. My other best friends said to wait it out. Sadly, patience is not something that I was blessed with!

So if you're reading this, I really miss you and I'm so sorry.

Thanks my following fashionistas, I just needed to get this off my chest.
I hope you guys don't think I'm crazy now.

I'll be back to regular posting soon.


Love you all!


XXOO


Savannah




PS: I'm also aware that this is just typical teen drama. I just needed to vent. Thanks for always being here for me(:

5 comments:

  1. Awww, he'll come around. Promise.

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  2. My poor sweet friend. I hate that you are in such agony. I hope that you and your friend can work things out. Just let him simmer for a couple of days and he will come around. Kiah

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  3. i'm sorry, i totally get it i sometimes blow up when i know im wrong but i hate to admit im wrong. i hope that it all works out. :)

    http://underthefluorescents.blogspot.com/

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  4. aw i'm sorry :( i'm sure it'll all work out.
    thank you so much for the lovely comment!

    http://styleaccordingtome.blogspot.com

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  5. I know that it hurts right now and that you miss him a lot, but sometimes the best thing to do is simply apologize and then let it be. No one wants to be forced into accepting someone else's apology, especially when they aren't quite ready to. If you wait, he'll have more time to think about it and realize that he really does need you and misses you. Then he'll accept the apology and things won't be quite as awkward as they would be if he wasn't ready to forgive.

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